when you come back from college for the weekend to hang out with your friends
and they’d rather hang out with your younger sister than with you
no it doesn’t remind me at all of how most of my friends from before ended up choosing to hang out with my brother over me or anything and it’s not really upsetting
and you know I’d be able to go back to college now if it weren’t for the fucking fact that the owner of the Orpheum can’t be there in the morning
because then I would just be able to go
and honestly I just
I cannot do this I can’t I can’t I can’t
I don’t want to wait to go back I just want to get out of this fucking town again and away from my fucking issues with it and feeling like a reject again
you know that all my sister has done has been yell at me? no, “I’m going to miss you” or anything
just yelling